Episode 35: How to Liberate Yourself from the Child of Immigrant Formula for Success, with Nicole Cruz

Episode 35: How to Liberate Yourself from the Child of Immigrant Formula for Success, with Nicole Cruz

On Episode 35, Nicole Cruz (Life & Leadership Coach) talks about her journey of walking away from a 9-5 corporate life and pursuing joy

How to Liberate Yourself from the Child of Immigrant Formula For Success, with Nicole Cruz

“Find a secure job, work hard, keep your head down, and stay in your job for as long as possible” – sound familiar? This is a common message that is passed down by immigrant parents to their children – and this formula can work, to an extent.

On this #lifecoach spotlight, Nicole Cruz talks about how being a child of Filipino immigrants impacted her career decisions up until her early 30’s. One day, she woke up and decided it was time to change her life trajectory and create a new playbook set on her own terms.

What you’ll learn from this episode:

  • Why your immigrant parents’ formula for success may not work for you long-term

  • How silencing and/or muting ourselves in the workplace can lead to eventual physical and mental burnout

  • The value of questioning long-held beliefs about “grind culture” and loyalty to a job 

  • What to do when you hit a major roadblock – like when your graduate degree investment doesn’t yield the career goal you had in mind

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Full Episode Transcript:

 

Outro:

Hey, are you thinking about changing careers? Then you need to head over to my website, ecmpodcast.com, and sign up to get your free 20 page guide that I wrote with YOU in mind. I wrote this guide to help you change careers and get really clear on what it is that you want to do next. Career clarity is key to a career transition journey. All right, can’t wait to hear what you think about it. Have a great week.

Episode 33: How to Become a Software Engineer without a CS Degree, with Noel Mendoza

Episode 33: How to Become a Software Engineer without a CS Degree, with Noel Mendoza

On Episode 33, Noel Mendoza breaks down how he went from being a non-Computer Science major and deciding to join Hack Reactor in his late 20’s. Today, he’s a software engineer at Microsoft.

How to Become a Software Engineer without a CS Degree, with Noel Mendoza

Have you ever felt so disengaged in your job that you actually end up becoming a “performance flag”? As Noel was navigating his career in his mid-20’s, jumping from sales job to sales job, he realized he was totally disengaged with his career trajectory.

Have you ever felt so disengaged in your job that you actually end up becoming a “performance flag”? As Noel was navigating his career in his mid-20’s, jumping from sales job to sales job, he realized he was totally disengaged with his career trajectory. It wasn’t until a rude awakening – getting fired – that he realized it was time to commit to something new: becoming a software engineer in tech. On this special episode, Noel walks us through his journey going through a prestigious coding bootcamp to become a software engineering apprentice (and now software engineer!!) at Microsoft, beating out hundreds of candidates.

What you’ll learn from this episode:

  • Why Noel, being first-gen American, chose to go to Georgetown’s School of Foreign Service and do Teach for America in LA

  • How Noel jumped from the teaching and education world into tech sales across startups, including the Honest Company

  • What Noel did when he realized he had lost his sense of career purpose, and even got fired unexpectedly

  • The steps that Noel took when he realized he wanted to break into software engineering through Hack Reactor (called the “Harvard” of coding boot camps)

  • What it’s like to make this move without the CS background or degree 

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Full Episode Transcript:

 

Outro:

Hey, are you thinking about changing careers? Then you need to head over to my website, ecmpodcast.com, and sign up to get your free 20 page guide that I wrote with YOU in mind. I wrote this guide to help you change careers and get really clear on what it is that you want to do next. Career clarity is key to a career transition journey. All right, can’t wait to hear what you think about it. Have a great week.

Episode 32: Why I Advocate for Marijuana Legalization on Capitol Hill, with Maritza Perez

Episode 32: Why I Advocate for Marijuana Legalization on Capitol Hill, with Maritza Perez

On Episode 32, Maritza talks about her journey to college, UC Berkeley law, and eventually Capitol Hill to work to end the drug war!

Why I Advocate For Marijuana Legalization on Capitol Hill, with Maritza Perez

If it hadn’t been for her high school secretary’s encouragement, Maritza might have never applied to a 4-year university or college. Growing up as the eldest sibling of a Mexican-American family in Nevada, Maritza didn’t always think college was in the cards for her – fast forward years later, Maritza is now a UC Berkeley law grad and fierce political advocate in Washington, D.C.

If it hadn’t been for her high school secretary’s encouragement, Maritza might have never applied to a 4-year university or college. Growing up as the eldest sibling of a Mexican-American family in Nevada, Maritza didn’t always think college was in the cards for her – fast forward years later, Maritza is now a UC Berkeley law grad and fierce political advocate in Washington, D.C. – advocating for marginalized communities and fighting to end the war on drugs. Talk about #goals!

 

What you’ll learn from this episode:

  • How Maritza overcame an environment of “low expectations” in her racist Nevada home-town, and went to University of Nevada

  • Maritza’s choice to teach in New Orleans, and how the experience motivated her to change the system from a law perspective

  • Maritza’s journey to law school and how she overcame imposter syndrome at UC Berkeley

  • The incredible policy advocacy work that Maritza has done in D.C. in regards to drug legalization

  • Why Maritza chose policy advocacy work over litigation or running for office (for now!)

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Full Episode Transcript:

GUEST TEASER:

And I think the great thing about all of this is that my mom, once I got into university and saw that it was paid for, she felt more comfortable with me leaving and I set a new expectation for my family. The expectation was that my siblings would go to college. We would find a way to make sure that they went to college. So, it also worked to change my family’s point of view on higher education.

 PODCAST INTRO:

Welcome to the Early Career Moves Podcast, the show that highlights remarkable BIPOC young professionals killing it on their career journeys. I am your host, Priscilla Esquivel Bulcha – Latinx career coach, corporate consultant, daughter of immigrants, and lover of breakfast tacos. Meet me for a coffee chat every Friday, as we either dive into a special guest story or I share my own career gems. If you’re a BIPOC professional feeling lost in your career, or just need a dose of inspiration, you’re in the right place. Let’s get started.

 GUEST INTRO:

 Hey everyone. Welcome to this week’s episode. I can’t wait to have you listen to Maritza Perez’s journey and story. Maritza and I met lots of years ago back when we were both in college and we were interning on Capitol Hill in DC and she was interning at Senator Harry Reid’s office. And I remember thinking just how exciting and cool it was…We met so many other amazing people who were also really excited about public policy and social justice issues. And, you know, Maritza has really, truly embraced that. She ended up going to UC Berkeley to get her JD. And she’s been in DC ever since she graduated and has been in the policy space, advocating for, you know, criminal justice issues, marginalized folks, people of color, and working to end the war on drugs. I really respect her. I really admire her. And so, if you’re someone who is interested in politics and policy, becoming a lawyer, JD to pursue this path, this is a great episode for you. Okay. Enjoy.

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INTERVIEW:

Priscilla Bulcha: OK, everyone. I’m so excited to welcome Maritza to the show. Welcome.

Maritza Perez: Thank you, so happy to be here.

Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah. So I want to go into your career path. I want to learn about what you’re doing today, but before we get into that, I want to hear a little bit about just like your personal background, your upbringing…What should the audience know about you before we hear your story?

Maritza Perez: Yeah. So I was born in Mexico, but I was raised in the United States. My parents were already living in the United States, decided to go back and back to Mexico. And I happened to be born there. I’m really thankful for that experience because it meant that I was a citizen while everybody else in my family had some sort of status, including my siblings who were all citizens, they were all born in the U S so I actually do appreciate that experience because I saw like firsthand what it took to gain citizens. And I feel like that within itself could be like its own podcast. My family, I first moved to Utah where my dad worked on a farm, but later on, my mom wanted to be closer to family. So we moved to a really small rural town in Northeastern Nevada. And I was raised with immigrant parents who were low-income growing up. My dad was a janitor. My mom was a housekeeper. From a very early age. I knew that I was really passionate about education, and I also knew that I wanted to see more of the world. I just remember always being like, very frustrated with like small town mentality. Even as a kid, I was very like conscious of injustice of how Mexican immigrants in my community were treated as second class citizens. And I remember just feeling enraged about. From a very early age and knowing that there had to be more than this. And then I was going to get out and represent my community. I didn’t know how, but I knew I was going to do it. So I think like many first-generation professionals, I share the experience of having immigrant parents coming from a low income background and having to make a way for myself.

Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah. And so when you were growing up, did you have an idea of what you wanted to be when you grew up? What did you say when people asked you that?

Maritza Perez: I did, beginning in high school. And I think that started for me in high school, because it was the first time I took a government class and I had a really great government teacher who made sure that my voice always felt important. And I say that because I grew up in a very conservative place and he would encourage us to debate all the time about. Political issues. And it was always like me against the world. It felt, but he was always standing up for me on my side, encouraged me, encouraging me to speak up and speak my point of view, even though he didn’t agree with it. When I also remember that he organized a trip to DC, this was like my sophomore or junior year of high school. And I really wanted to go, but I remember I couldn’t afford to go. And I told him, I was like, I really want to go. But my mom says we can’t afford. And he went out of his way to find me a scholarship, to make sure that I could go on the trip.

And that really meant a lot to me. And it really changed the trajectory of my life because it was for the first time I was able to visit DC and see lawyers working in government lawyers that were setting up for marginalized communities, people working on civil rights issues. And that really. Made me think I want to be a civil rights lawyer in DC and do this work. And I just had that idea in my head from an early age, since that trip from my teenage years and just stuck to it.

Priscilla Bulcha:  Wow. I had no idea that this was like a vision that you had pretty clearly in high school.

Maritza Perez: Yeah. I know. I think it’s something that’s pretty unique. I realized because I do mentor a lot of kids who are thinking about what career path they want to take and I’ve realized. Just knowing and sticking to it is really rare that said people shouldn’t feel like they should know. I think the point about life is just like, explore your. Take different opportunities. And I think eventually you’ll find something that makes you happy, but I did have sort of a different path in the sense that I always knew what I wanted to do and I just did it.

Priscilla Bulcha:  Yeah. Yeah. So what was your path to college? Like, was that a clear path for you or did you have to figure out a lot of things on the way there?

Maritza Perez: I definitely had to figure out a lot of things on the way. I remember knowing that I’d wanted to go to college because I knew that was just like the logical next step.And I knew that just from conversations, I would hear it at my high school. I was also the oldest. Girl and my family and I come from a very large family, four brothers, four sisters. I was like the babysitter. I was the one who is making sure that my siblings were taken care of while my parents were working. They worked full time. And I remember having a conversation with my mom and telling her that I wanted to go to college. And she was like, How are you going to do that? If you go, who’s going to help me take care of your siblings. She had a very like negative reaction to it. So that made me think, well, I guess I can go to community college because my small town did have a community college.So I began to apply for scholarships to pay for that. I applied for every scholarship that came my way in high school. And I remember a secretary at my high school noticed that she was the person who. Was taking care of the applications and we would turn them into her. And she said, you’ve applied to more scholarships than anybody else in this high school. Where are you going to go to college? And then I explained to her, well, I’m going to go to the community college here in town because my mom really needs my help at home. Plus we can’t really afford to send me any. And then she was like, well, that’s ridiculous. Like you should at least apply for a university.

And she was the first person to explain to me what a university was. Like. I literally had no idea. And she was like, you should at least apply to the University of Nevada in Reno. She’s you are a resident of the state. You’ll get really low tuition. It’s an affordable school. I think you’ll get a lot of scholarships. Yeah. So because she encouraged me to do that. That was the only university I applied to. And obviously I got in, I got a full ride. I ended up getting more scholarships in my high school than anyone else, and it’s not surprising. I was a very active student. I was a straight a student. I was at the top of my class. But when I think back about that experience, I actually get really angry and I get angry at the fact that. No teacher or other adult talk to me about the university path. And it actually really pisses me off when I think about it, because I think it was due to racism. I come from a really racist town where native American and Mexican American kids were treated as less than the expectations were really low. And I think had I been, so my girl with the same grades, like I would have had different choices. Whatever worked for me. Like I kicked ass at university and I’ve been kicking ass in life. No thanks to them. A lot of things set secretary that saw that in me and talked to me, but it wasn’t any teacher or anything like that. And I think the great thing about all of this is that my mom, once I got into university and saw that it was paid for, she felt more comfortable with me leaving. And I set a new expectation for my family. The expectation was that my siblings would go to college. We would find a way to make sure that they went to college. So it was also. It was also, it also worked to change my family’s point of view on higher education.

Priscilla Bulcha: God, that story alone is just, there’s so much to unpack there. And I feel like you’re a hundred percent, right? Like racism played a role in the opportunities that people shared with you. Right. You just can’t believe that one conversation with the secretary changed the trajectory of your life.

Maritza Perez: I know, I think about that all the time and I’ve shared it with her. Leaving high school about how important that was for me. But yeah, it’s, it also speaks to like why I wanted to do teach for America, which is a program that I was a part of after college. It’s a program that sends teachers of color or teachers generally to low-income schools across the county. In order to close the achievement gap. I was really adamant about wanting to do that program because I just remember how I felt looked over because I never had teachers of color. Like I grew up in predominantly white spaces. And I just think what would have changed had I had a teacher that shared my background, what would they have seen in me? So I really wanted to make sure that I was in a classroom able to. Lift kids up and see their potential. Whereas somebody from that doesn’t share their background might not.

Priscilla Bulcha: So after college you decided to join, Teach for America and you moved to New Orleans, Louisiana. How was that experience? I also did TFA. I did it after you, and it was really hard, but I want to hear, how was your experience?

Maritza Perez: It was a very difficult experience other than wanting to be a positive role model. For students of color. Another reason I wanted to do it was because to be honest, I just needed an academic break. At that time I didn’t feel like I could go directly to law school and I felt, well, this will be like a good break. Like it’ll allow me to get my foot in the classroom. Learn about what educators need, because at the time I also thought that maybe I would be some sort of education attorney. I wasn’t really sure what type of civil rights work I would get into. But little did I know that, oh no, it was not going to be any type of break. Yes. Maybe it was an academic break, but it was very exhausting. It was mentally exhausting, emotionally exhausting. It was a lot of hard work. It was no joke. But I really did appreciate my two years in the classroom. I made really great friends down in New Orleans. I love the city itself. The city is just very unique. There’s no city like it in the country. It will always hold a special place in my heart. My kids were amazing. Yes. They drove me up the wall pretty much every day, but they were lovely. And I really loved them and enjoyed my time in the classroom with them. And it was an informative experience, a very challenging experience. I also started to study for the LSAT and apply for law schools while teaching full time. It was extremely difficult. Nothing that I would change. I really do appreciate that experience.

Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah. I remember so many years ago, seeing your announcement on Facebook, like I’m going to Berkeley Law and just being like, oh my God, that’s so amazing. What was that moment like for you when you got into law school and you knew like I will become a lawyer one day?

Maritza Perez:  It was an awesome feeling. I remember when I heard the news, too. I was checking my email. It was at the end of the day, my classroom was empty. I had just turned the lights off. I was about ready to leave. And then I opened that email and I saw it. I just remember like crumbling to the floor and like crying by my desk. I couldn’t believe it. I really couldn’t believe that I was so happy. Like, I literally had visions of me, like getting accepted to Berkeley and my little Berkeley sweater and then like it happened and yeah, it was just like a dream come true. I remember I just ran like across the hall to like my co-teacher who had a classroom, like across the hall from me. And I was like, I just got the news. I got into Berkeley and I was so excited, so happy. It felt really unreal. And it felt like that for a long time, even when I arrived to California, it still felt like unreal.

Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah. Okay. So, what was your first job as a newly minted lawyer?

Maritza Perez:  My first job was at MALDEF, the Mexican American Legal Defense and Educational Fund. I started as a Soros justice fellow, which is a fellowship that supports people who want to end mass incarceration. And most people who start in public interests after law school have to do it through a fellowship. That’s just how it works. You apply for a fellowship, the fellowship is like a tryout at the nonprofit, and it also helps supplement what you get paid. So, like the fellowship will contribute a certain amount to your salary. So will the nonprofit, and then some people leave after the fellowship. Some people stay, I decided to stay. So I did the Soros justice fellowship for a year and a half with MALDEF working on federal policies to end mass incarceration. It was a lot of fun. I feel like I learned a lot. I decided to stay on after my fellowship ended, I stayed on for about another year and my portfolio then extended, expanded to include other civil rights issues. So I started to work on immigration policy, access to education, employment rights, and judicial nominations.

Priscilla Bulcha: And at what point did you decide to shift over to doing drug policy?

Maritza Perez:  So I think from the very beginning, I was always doing drug policy work just because it’s such a huge part of our criminal justice system. So I felt like if you’re doing criminal justice, there’s no way that you cannot also do drug policy. They’re just so intersected, unfortunately. But I knew that I just wanted to work on criminal justice issues generally. And while I enjoyed my work at MALDEF and the broader civil rights portfolio I had, I wanted to go, I wanted to go back to my roots and. Really take on criminal justice issues. So I applied for a position at a think tank called the center for American progress cap. It’s a progressive thing. Take based in Washington, DC, think tanks really just put together policies and advise lawmakers from around the country on their specific issues. And it was at cap where I really started to more hone in on drug policy. I developed a marijuana portfolio while I was there. In addition to that, I also worked on issues of policing and prison and sentencing reform, but it was really the marijuana work that has started to develop while at cap. And that led me to work a lot with the Drug Policy Alliance where I work now.

Priscilla Bulcha: Got it. Yeah. So, being a policy analyst at a think tank…Are most of the policy analysts [also] JD’s, or is it a mix of like policy degrees and JD’s?

Maritza Perez:  It’s a mix of policy degrees and JD’s, but I will say at least in DC, my experience has been that the JD will get you really far. There are a lot of jobs, for example, that you can only get, if you have a JD, even though you might be doing the same thing as somebody with a policy degree is doing, so yeah. Sometimes it doesn’t even make sense, but it just seems to be like, standard in DC. So I definitely think that my law degree has helped me. It’s helped me be more competitive when I’m applying for things, but it actually has also helped in the sense that it’s given me real tools that I use in my job. For example, as much as I hated law school, it did help me become a better critical thinker. It really did make me a more clear, accurate improved writer. Like all of those things have been really helpful in my career.

Priscilla Bulcha: And so a lot of your work at CAP (Center for American Progress), or like at MALDEF, were you doing research? Were you writing briefs? Were you going to actually advocate? What does that day-to-day look like?

Maritza Perez: Good question. It was a mix of all of those things. The interesting part is every job I’ve had in DC has been somewhat similar. So from MALDEF to the Center for American Progress to now at the Drug Policy Alliance, my job has always entailed research and writing. So definitely looking into different issues and giving my opinion on them. I will say at MALDEF it was more like also being a watchdog, like making sure that the federal government was following the rule of law. And we were especially looking at that through the lens of Latino civil rights, but through each role, I also have advised Congress on different pieces of legislation. I’ve worked to draft legislation, I’ve built advocacy campaigns around different bills. I’ve worked with the administration on different policy goals. So yes, each job has definitely entailed research and writing and lobbying. Lobbying has been a big part of each, each job.

Priscilla Bulcha: What has been like one of your biggest highlight moments in DC doing this work over the years?

Maritza Perez: I’m fortunate enough to say that I’ve had a lot of highlights, but probably something that happened recently was, was our work around marijuana. So as I said, I’ve been doing this marijuana work since it started at the Center for American Progress. And when I started there, we really started and I say, we, me and other allies or advocates, excuse me, me and other advocates started to come together to draft a model of marijuana justice bill, because we saw what was happening around the country. We knew that the federal government was really on the cost of legalizing marijuana. So, this was back in 2018. We brought together a large coalition of advocates and started drafting up a bill. And that bill resulted in the Marijuana Opportunity, Reinvestment and Expungement Act, the MORA, and this bill was first introduced in Congress, I want to say in 2019, and we were able to successfully bring that legislation to the House floor for a vote last year in December of 2020. And it marked the first time that the House voted to deschedule marijuana, not only was it a descheduling bill, but it really centered people who have been most impacted by marijuana prohibition. It was really a reparative justice bill. So that was a really exciting moment for me. And not only did I do that as the director of the organization, that’s been pushing for the bill, but I also led the coalition that made that happen. So that was really exciting. It’s not everyday a bill makes it past introduction. It’s really rare that happens. But the fact that we got a bill through the congressional chamber was huge.

Priscilla Bulcha:  Yeah. Yeah. That’s so huge. And it’s, you’re on the cusp of something massive happening, like a massive shift in the US and to be behind that as a leader is I’m sure, really exciting. So at the Drug Policy Alliance, what are you typically in charge of as a director? Do you have a team that you manage or what does that look like?

Maritza Perez: Yeah, so I do have a team that I manage and my job really looks like making a lot of decisions throughout the day. I feel like it’s a really fast paced environment. You’re constantly talking to other advocates who work in your field. When you’re talking to other members of your organization. You’re talking to Hill staff, you’re talking to members of Congress. You’re talking with the administration and the media. The media is a big part of all of this. I feel like it’s just constant conversations with people. And also just having to be on top of what’s happening with the government, both on the hill and with the administration. So making sure that you’re on top of all of that, as it pertains to your issues, and it’s also a lot of pushing your issues for. So for example, something that we’ve been working on recently is marijuana legislation. So we’ve been doing the work to make sure that Congress keeps us on their agenda as an urgent priority. So it’s kind of, it’s constantly thinking about ways to make this issue urgent, to keep the pressure. But it’s also defending, a lot of the time you’re on defense, especially with us working in the criminal justice space. I feel like we’re constantly having to stop the government from doing terrible things like further criminalizing drugs or implementing draconian sentencing policies. So it’s definitely like a lot of offense, but we also do a lot of defensive work.

Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah. So, I saw that you were recently, you recently did your first sit down interview with Fox News. Congrats. And that also sounds terrifying. What was that like? And how did that come about?

Maritza Perez: I thought that was really fun, actually. I never thought that my first sit down live interview would be with Fox News first of all, because anyone who knows me, like, knows that does not make sense. But the program I decided to do was a program that actually has more balance. The interviewer is somebody who doesn’t identify with either party. So I felt comfortable in that sense. I knew that she was somebody who supports our issues. So it was a friendly interview, which was a good starting place, especially for a first time interview. I felt fine with it. I thought it was a lot of fun. I think, as long as you prepare for opportunities, you’ll be fine. At least in my experience, I feel like I always do better if I just prepare. And I definitely did prepare for this. Like I made sure I went over my talking points, made sure that I would get like my big point across. And I think I did. So it was a lot of fun. I hope to do more things like that.

Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah. So I know you’ve been obviously very successful in this policy, federal policy, advocacy world, but I do remember that you were a journalism major, and I am curious if you would ever consider going into broadcast journalism in some way, like whether it’s like in the policy space. And then I’ve also thought about you running for office, like becoming an elected. Have you thought about these other career paths or did you at one point and like, where are you with thinking about those other things?

Maritza Perez: Well, Priscilla, I’ll say you’re a mind reader, because both of those paths have been on my mind. I feel as much as I’ve thought about being a lawyer, I’ve also thought about those other career paths. The reason I majored in journalism was because I really wanted to be a strong writer. I knew that would serve me well in law school. But I feel like from that experience, I did glean a lot into the journalism world, including broadcast journalism. And now in my, in my advocacy role, I’m constantly working with the media. So one goal that I actually had for this year was to do more television interviews. So I was really excited that I already did one. Hopefully I can do some more and really meet that goal because I think that television is just such an important medium to getting your point across, to getting your message across. And the truth is we are so underrepresented in the media. When I say we I’m talking about Latinas, like it’s really hard to like ever find us on the news, even when like the issue areas being discussed totally pertained to. And I find that very frustrating. I want to see more Latinos on the news. I want to see us being invited to share our perspective more often. I think that voice is really lacking and I think it’s an important voice, especially to, again, especially if you want to, win people on your side. Like, you change culture, changing culture is how you change policy and television like it or not is a big part of that. So, yeah, I think that’s a career trajectory that I’m definitely open to and something that I’d like to explore.

And then as far as running for office, I’ve always wanted to run for office. I think this goes back to high school like when I learned about how our federal government functions and the role of lawmakers, it’s always been something that has interested me. But funny enough, the more I’ve actually worked with Congress, the less I want to do that. And it’s also an area where I think we are obviously very underrepresented where we need our voices. We definitely need more progressive people of color women, especially making our laws, but there are a couple of things that are holding me back from really, truly wanting to embrace that. The first is that it costs a lot of money. It’s really cost prohibitive, which I think is really messed up because it also like basically it shows that there’s no diversity in Congress when it takes so much investment financially to like actually make it happen. It can be done. We all saw that AOC (Alexandria Ocasio Cortez) did it, but it’s hard. And so I think, do I really want to like, especially after I’ve worked so hard to get where I’m at, am I comfortable with basically starting over? So it’s like the financial barriers are very real and scare me, but it also scares me to have like my whole life out there and people don’t like women, they especially don’t like outspoken women of color. We all see all the hate that The Squad gets. And I don’t know if I want that. I really don’t know if I want to put myself out there like that, put my public life out there. Like that’s really hard. And I have a deep appreciation for people who do that, but I just think that would be a really challenging aspect of the whole job. I even feel like I even feel like that now, to be honest with my job, I don’t like conflict. I don’t like people being mad at me, but part of my job is, sometimes not everyone’s going to be happy with you. And it sucks. Like I carry that like very heavily. I wish I was somebody who just let it roll off my shoulders, but I don’t, I like, it stays with me for a while. And I feel if you’re a lawmaker, you’re just going to have to deal with that. And I don’t know if I want to, so I don’t know. I feel like there’s a pin in that, like question mark, maybe at this point in my life I’m like, I don’t know if I want that.

Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah, that’s very well said. I feel like you touched on some points like mental health and wanting privacy and also wanting to enjoy your life free of all of that conflict and how nasty politics can get. Right. I think that is totally fair. Especially as someone who comes from a marginalized community and background. It’s fair to say, you know what? I have to set some boundaries somewhere. Right. All right. Well, thanks so much for being with us Maritza. It was great to hear your story, hear about the path that you’ve taken as a lawyer, and also just like the impact that you’re having on people’s lives. So thanks for being here with us.

Outro:

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Episode 31: How To Persevere Through the CPA Exam When You Feel Like Giving Up, with Priscilla Suggs

Episode 31: How To Persevere Through the CPA Exam When You Feel Like Giving Up, with Priscilla Suggs

On Episode 31, Priscilla Suggs digs into her journey to pass the CPA Exam as a Black woman in accounting! We talk about the power of mindset in achieving your biggest goals. 

Do you have a big goal that feels “unattainable” for you? On this episode, Priscilla Suggs tells us what it was like to finally reach a goal that she almost gave up on: passing the CPA (Certified Public Accountant) exam. We talk about what it was like to be one of the few Black women in her accounting major at UT Austin, how she shifted her mindset to achieve this monumental goal, and the many pathways that the CPA opens up for her as a budding entrepreneur.

 

What you’ll learn from this episode:

  • What it’s like to become an accountant, the types of jobs available and what you can expect to earn in this role

  • The process of becoming a certified CPA

  • How Priscilla overcame being one of the few Black women in her accounting program at UT Austin

  • The mindset shift that Priscilla made that got her to take MASSIVE ACTION towards her goal

  • How getting a CPA has opened new doors of possibilities for Priscilla’s entrepreneurial dreams

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Full Episode Transcript:

Guest Teaser: I feel like, sometimes, chasing this carrot of chasing titles, or chasing a leadership role just for the sake of the title versus “is doing this going to mean satisfaction? Am I interested in the work that I am doing? Do I have a passion about this like”? It is hard to have passion, or it is hard to be incredibly passionate about jobs that are not yours.
Intro:
Welcome to the Early Career Moves podcast. This show that highlights remarkable BIPOC young professionals killing it on their career journeys. I am your host, Priscilla Esquivel Bulcha – Latin X career coach, corporate consultant, daughter of immigrants, and lover of breakfast tacos. Meet me for a coffee chat every Friday, as we either dive into a special guest story or I’ll share my own career gems. If you’re a BIPOC professional feeling lost in your career, or just need a dose of inspiration, you’re in the right place. Let’s get started.
Host Intro:
Hey everyone, welcome back to season 2 of the Early Career Moves podcast. I am so excited to be back and I am just really excited to share all of the new guests coming up over the next few months. All of the content is batched, baby boo, so that means all of my episodes are edited and done for the rest of the year. Why did I do that? Because I want to enjoy the rest of 2021, and I want to start career coaching. So that is a new exciting development. I am now taking on one-on-one private career coaching clients so if you, or if someone you know is interested in doing career coaching, go to my website ECMpodcast.com. I have a free coaching call that you can sign up for. You can discover if working with me is a fit for you.
But anyway, other than that, welcome back! I am so excited for you to be here. It was great to take off 3 months to just live my life (laughs). I did so many things and I am filled with so much gratitude over just all of the wonderful experiences. Whether that was my wedding, my honeymoon in Hawaii, my bachelorette, my birthday in August, there were just too many wonderful things happening and even though things were stressful, it’s not like life is perfect, right? Like things got stressful with the Delta variant and with COVID. I still was able to find time to really enjoy those big life moments that, that happen for me in the last 3 months. So, thank you for allowing me to walk away, rest, recharge and come back feeling much more refreshed.
Host Intro:
Great. So let me give you a little preview into today’s episode. So, on today’s episode, you’ll hear from Priscilla Suggs. That’s right, Priscilla – we share the same name, and it is even spelled the same. But I met a few years ago through mutual friends and when I met her, she was on her journey trying to become officially certified as a CPA. And this was a multi-year journey for her that was very challenging, and there were many moments that she didn’t think it would happen.
And I wonder if you have something in your life that you felt like you could never achieve something that you really wanted. That’s what this episode is about. Priscilla will talk about what it took for her to finally shift her mindset and what clicked for her so that she finally was able to achieve this big, big goal that she had in her career. I cannot wait to hear what you think. Enjoy.
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The Interview
Priscilla Bulcha: Great. So, really excited to have Priscilla Suggs on the podcast today. Welcome Priscilla.
Priscilla Suggs: Thank you, Priscilla (laughs). It’s always like, interesting when I meet another Priscilla and hearing my name, yeah.
Priscilla Bulcha: It’s funny because it, it is such an uncommon name.
Priscilla Suggs: Right.
Priscilla Bulcha: So, when you do see someone who has that our name, it is like very strange, right?
Priscilla Suggs: Right (laughs). I have only met one other person growing, her name was Priscilla, so it’s, it’s kinda nice.
Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah, I love our name, so.
Priscilla Suggs: Me too, me too.
 Priscilla Bulcha: Cool. Well, so I’m super excited to have you on the show because I want you to share your story about becoming a CPA, about what it means to be in accounting, and I just have so many questions for you but before we get into that, can you tell us a little bit about yourself like, where did you grow up? What was your upbringing like? Yeah, just tell us about how you identify and everything.
Priscilla Suggs: Yeah, absolutely.  So, I identify as, gee, I identify as a black woman. I grew up in a two-parent household. My dad was in the Army and he retired, and my mom cleaned homes. So, I grew up in a very humble household. I learned at a young age the value of hard work, and just to having a strong work ethic. I grew up in Fort Hood Killeen, which is about an hour north outside of Austin, and my mom is from Germany. My dad was from North Carolina. And so, growing up in a blended household, I got the southern hospitality from my dad, and I got the regimen from my mom. Germans are very organized and disciplined and hard-working, and I knew growing up, seeing how hard my parents worked, that, and, education was always stressed in the household.
So, I’m the youngest of three siblings, but I was the first to pursue college and so I didn’t know what I was doing. But I knew it was something that I was always, always going to go to, but I wasn’t sure of the path and how that looked. What, I just went from step to step. So, I actually applied to UT and Texas State. Those are only universities, and that process was interesting enough of, in and of itself just because as the first kid in the household to pursue this route, and so my mom wasn’t quite sure what to. So, we just stumbled through it together.
I remember her dropping me off at UT. And I remember the process of choosing which college. When I was looking at the application I was like, I applied to the business school because I thought, well, I wanted to give myself opportunities, I want to make sure that I have a lot of open doors, and so that is literally how I approached the application process. I looked at the type of degrees offered in the business school and I figured, it was between Finance and Accounting because the other degree options, Management, Marketing, I felt like what couldn’t I teach myself on my own. If I have the opportunity to go to college maybe picking up a skill that wasn’t an easily teachable outside of the University setting, and so I was like well it’s either accounting or Finance (laughs). And I said accounting. And so that is what started my career path in this direction. I just remember wanting stability, and wanting security and wanting to be able to have options as far as jobs, and that kind of steered me down this path towards accounting.
 Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah, I love that you use those words stability and security, because I feel like when you are like the child of immigrants, or you are the first in your family to go to college like that’s what we are seeking a lot of the time. It’s just like, I just want to be okay. Like, I just don’t want to struggle anymore and so
Priscilla Suggs: Absolutely.
Priscilla Bulcha: I think that really informed your career decision right?
Priscilla Suggs: Absolutely. I watched like, my brother, he took the, uhm, route of going into the military, and my sister, she had different jobs. And I was kind of like, I was the guinea pig watching their lives play out, and then I just took that as lessons of what do I want for myself – how can I move forward in life. I didn’t have a lot of examples of people that did go to college and I remember after I graduated from UT my mom sat me down. And I, I just got my first job, it was with a state agency and it was an audit role.
And I was making pretty good money, for at, at that time, it was I think like $45,000. And my mom was like you need to understand how blessed you are (laughs). There are four-membered family households that don’t make this much money, and you are a single person coming out of college and you’ve got your head on your shoulders, and you need to understand what a blessing this and try to do right by, try to make good decisions. And so that kind of started my career path in accounting.
Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah, and I just want to say like, congrats on getting into McCombs Business School as an undergrad because it’s so competitive. Like it’s so hard to get into the BBA program. It tells me a lot about you like you really… I’m assuming you were very studious or like maybe you were strong and just good at school.
Priscilla Suggs: Yeah, yeah, so academics was my thing growing up, I was an athlete, and academics. And fortunately, this high school that I went to, it had those College Prep programs, so the Ivy program that really prepped me for college. And I was always a straight A student, I was the third in my class. And then when I got to UT, it was regrouping really, and trying to find people that looked like me. That kind of started the reality of, it’s a privilege to be able to go to university, and have access to the quality of education, and to be a person of color, because there’s not a lot of people that went to McCombs and graduated through their accounting program. And it really opened my eyes to, I have a great opportunity here and I need to take advantage of it.
Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah, that is huge. That is such a huge opportunity and I’m assuming there were not a lot of black students or like Latino students in your accounting classes and your track.
Priscilla Suggs: Yes. Like so, I remember some of my core accounting classes, there would be maybe like, two or three other people of color that were not Asian. So, I was like always spotting out the other individuals of color in the classroom, be like, all right, we are going to be group buddies (laughs), so we are going to help each other with the homework. And so it was that part of the experience at UT. It was, it was different, cause I was used to having friends from all walks of life, and just having a really diverse circles of, of friends growing up. And then going to UT and being in my core courses where literally I was the one splash of color, that, that was challenging. And so, for me like I know that helped frame my mindset when I chose to continue down the career path and becoming an accountant. I think I read recently the Journal of accountancy, they were publishing stats on the percent of black CPAs, and it is less than 2% – and that was the stat of April 2021 I believe.
Priscilla Bulcha: Wow.
Priscilla Suggs: Right. And so (laughs), being in this space, that taking all of this into consideration, and that not a lot of people of color have access to accountants and if you don’t know how to manage your money or if you don’t have a lot of access to professionals that can help guide you that is one thing that kind of helped me decide that this is a career path that I want and this is space that I want to work in and I wanted to start my own side company so that I can get people access because there’s a few of us. And a lot of times when you don’t have somebody to go to that is relatable you don’t seek out that advising, or those services.
Priscilla Bulcha: So, when you were going through your college courses and you decided okay, accounting is what I want to major in, were you naturally pretty good at accounting, did you struggle through the classes, because I struggled through the classes (laughs).
Priscilla Suggs: Absolutely (laughs). So, I, there were moments where I was like, oh I need to just change my major this is not… I think managerial accounting was so annoying for me.
Priscilla Bulcha: Oh my God
Priscilla Suggs: But intermediate, like getting consolidated statements, all of that just bring some awful memories (laughs). So my journey in accounting was not an easy one. Accounting did not come easy to me (laughs). I had to put in a lot more work I think, than the average person. Sometimes, different subjects come easy to two different people, and I generally chose the harder path (laughs). But more because I just recognized like the benefit of having this type of expertise, it fascinates me.
So early on in my career, when I had started out an audit, I got lucky and I found, I identified this fraud, and, that was happening in a local non-profit here in Austin. And that kind of really sparked my interest and it was the moment where I recognized I have to get my CPA if I want to make this a career. I just, year after year, I’m working, I realized my potential’s limited if I don’t get the CPA. And there are a lot of fields where it’s like you either need a license or certification to qualify to move up or to be in leadership roles and ultimately like I realized I got to buckle down and just tackle the CPA. And so, I had to go back to school and I got my MBA, did additional accounting course work.
Priscilla Suggs: And then started down the course of studying for the exams (laughs), which that in of itself was a journey. It’s four parts and I took all four parts, one year and then there is one part – the financial. I could not pass it. For the life of me like, like I said accounting is complicated and it can be you know, more complicated if you don’t break it down into like the bare basics that make up financial accounting.
And so, I was in this position where I had taken all four parts. There was one part that I could not pass and so I took a break. I took a year off from studying and I did other audit certifications just so my career wouldn’t stop and then I sat back. One day I was like okay what is the biggest regret that you are going to have in 10 years and it always circled back to this stupid CPA (laughs). I felt like that was the one thing where like, if I had my CPA, well I could choose to start my own business. I could move up in my career path. This was the one thing that was stalling me, and I got into a situation where the other passes were slowly expiring.
And so, I basically had to start over. And so, I legitimately in January 2019, I was like okay I need to make the decision. Am I going to do this again? And so I just literally within two days, I signed up, paid for the exams, scheduled it for February, had like exactly maybe a month and like 20 days of the study materials still active. And I just, I powered through it. I got on a regimen. I woke up at 3:30 and 4 AM in the mornings, and I was working full-time and I was like I just have to make this work (laughs).
And then after that test day I get my score and I passed that stupid section finally. I did not know whether I should cry or like jump for joy because I was like, now I got to retake the other three sections (laughs). Yeah, so it was like literally one of those, one of those moments in life where I’m so happy that I just I sucked it up and I just powered through it because now it’s hindsight, when I started to, or when I scheduled to retake that section that just kept being the reason that I couldn’t pass and move forward in my life, I think I had reached a point where I was like screw it. I just, I’m doing this and I’m going to put myself on a regimen and we’re just going to see where this goes and I just had a different confidence about it that I didn’t have I think when I was going through it the first time.
Priscilla Bulcha: So, I am curious about that piece because obviously something changed in your mindset, right? Like…
Priscilla Suggs: Yeah
Priscilla Bulcha: Like what you were telling yourself changed.
Priscilla Suggs: Absolutely.
Priscilla Bulcha: And that changed your energy, it changed how you showed up for yourself during that test, and I feel like we all have a story like that where, for a long time, we’re just like, oh I want to do this but maybe we weren’t 100% committed. What did you start to think? What was it that really changed everything and you started to show up differently?
Priscilla Suggs: I think for me uhm, switching gears and getting to getting a different certification, it was an audit certification that helped boost my confidence. And then I did a lot of traveling in between that time. Until I start exploring the world, going to Europe, I think I went to Bali at some point. I was trying to like just learn myself, and get comfortable in my skin. And if there’s one thing that I’ve just learned navigating the workforce as a black woman, you’re always facing stereotypes, right?
Some of my old co-workers, they would say you, “Oh you’re so fearless, like you just say whatever you want” (laughs). And then at some point I got into this stage of where I was trying to mold myself to be what I thought people expected of me. And then I think going through the test, and trying to pursue the CPA and that not working out exactly how I had hoped, it brought me back to having that attitude of just owning my truth. Owning who I am, not trying to live up to other people’s expectations, or to move the way other people may have counseled me to move, or encouraged me to move; got back to being me (laughs).
I think like throughout your profession, like there’s something to be said about being young and bold like you just, cause don’t know what you don’t know, and then I think while you’re in workforce, you’re conditioned to being told that certain behaviors are expected for certain types of roles, or to advance your career, you can’t be too aggressive, but you can’t be too complacent because if you want to move to the next step or move, or advance to another position and you can get lost in that.
I feel like, uhm, sometimes chasing this carrot of chasing titles or chasing a leadership role just for the sake of the title, versus, is this, is doing this going to mean satisfaction do I, am I interested in the work that I’m doing? Do I have a passion about this like, it’s hard to have passion, or it’s hard to be incredibly passionate about jobs that are not yours.
Like when you are working for somebody else like you’re working for their vision. Their goal, there’s always somebody telling you this is what our shared goal is going to be; this is what we are working towards.But like does that align with you and the person that you want to be? And how you want to live your life? And for a while I was working in one office where one of the executives, she would sit me down, and say you can’t really just communicate openly like that. She was trying to mold me into what her vision of what I should have, should act, and how I should move, versus just letting me be.
And I think that’s, that was a really good experience for me because it reminded me that there are going to be people that may be threatened by like, your perseverance and how you want to move forward and advance your career. And then there are going to be other people that pick you up or pull you up with them and recognizing like what space you’re in.
And for me, that was a very critical moment of my career where I just realized, I took a step back and I thought about like what do I want? And it all went back to getting the CPA and opening more doors for myself. And for some people, it’s not going to be a certification I’m learning now, uhm, navigating this entrepreneur space – it’s just a whole new world (laughs).
And it is almost like I am absolutely loving it because I’m meeting people that they don’t have the wild credentials, or they’re not coming from Ivy League schools, or top-tier schools. They are sharpening their craft, and they communicate, and they relate, and they’re building a platform that people can buy into, whatever their choices. Like for example you and starting your own podcast. You had an interest and a passion for this and you’re doing it (laughs). And I have so much respect for that like, when I feel like meeting other entrepreneurs that are chasing their dreams like they have an interest, they have a skill, and they are just pushing forward like that. And I just… it’s fascinating to me, like…
Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah. Tell us about, so getting the CPA becoming officially licensed like what did that mean for you in terms of being able to build a business? And then what are you building your business around? What are you trying to build now?
 Priscilla Suggs: Yeah, so I think for me getting the CPA, it meant having credibility, right? Like, so, which this just happens to be for the space that I’m working in – something that adds greater value to being able to advise and coach people on running their small businesses and managing their finances, and preparing for their taxes. Right now, I’m figuring it out. This is the first year and I’m running my own small company and so I’m actually, you know how I mentioned that you can plan all you want but things just don’t always shake out exactly like how you envisioned?
I feel like this is my opportunity to really do work that interests me. So, I had a career in audit and eventually, I transitioned and now, I’m a forensics accountant, and that’s what I do in my nine to five, and I really enjoy it. Like, I’m dealing with fraud (laughs), and it’s really interesting tracing money. And I support, in my nine to five role, I support 5 prosecutors, and 16 investigators for insurance fraud. And you, I had no idea like just there were all that insurance fraud (laughs) how big of an industry it is, like you wouldn’t think that there were that many criminals out there that are just out to commit fraud, whether it’s like insurance, auto fraud, facilities, medical, all types of insurance fraud out there but, in that space, I’m subject to the rules and regulations for supporting those types of investigations.
And with my own company I can do whatever I want. And though it, there’s a certain liberty that I feel being able to choose who I work with and what I do and right now a lot of the work that I do I advise for individuals and small business taxes, and then small business consulting.
Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah. So, I actually have some pretty basic questions I’m hoping you could answer for me and for any listener who doesn’t know a lot about the accounting career path. So, like rapid-fire, what is accounting? How do you describe that? Can accountants expect to make a lot of money? Cause I think sometimes people assume, that I’m curious if that is you know, he case? And then what do the career paths look like for accounting? Like what are the options that you have?
Priscilla Suggs: Yeah. Okay so, I would start, I would say accounting is, it’s a broad field. You can either be a bean counter which you do journal entries for companies, and it is literally you’re logging in your transactions. Or you can go a different route of being on like the other side going into audit or financial roles, where you are reviewing the work and the reports that are produced by accountants. So, you can either be doing the leg work or being, be on the other side of actually reviewing and understanding the legwork. And accounting is just classifying transactions. It’s really at its core that is what it is. But as far as career opportunities I would say it is pretty broad. You can work in government, you can work in industry, you can work in nonprofits. Most companies, they need accountants.
That’s the person that’s doing accounts receivable; they’re doing accounts payable, and a lot of times I find that for those types of roles, most people working those roles don’t even have an accounting degree.
And the state agencies I work for here in Texas, a lot of times people just find themselves in, they can be learned roles but having the degrees a game-changer. Like most accountants starting out nowadays they are starting at 50k and up. And if you’re a licensed CPA then you know, your salary can go into the low one hundreds, I would say.
Priscilla Bulcha: That’s a pretty big jump.
Priscilla Suggs: Yeah, yeah, it is a lucrative uhm, career. Again, every company has an accounting function, so it’s something that the job opportunities are going to be very available, and as compared to other types of roles.
Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah, that’s good to know. And then another quick question about around that is what are the kinds of like personality types or a like strengths that people have that makes them really like really successful in this profession? And then what are the kinds of people who you have seen like they struggle? Like
Priscilla Suggs: Oh yeah. I would say that for this profession, very analytical detail-oriented individuals tend to perform well. This is not for the dreamer, the spacer-outer, the person, the creative. This is not for the creative, yeah. Like I would say that because creatives frustrate accounts (laughs). Creatives are the ones that, they want, they have all these visions, all these ideas, and all the accountants are like look, we have X dollars. This is how this needs to work. I’m telling you; you can work whatever magic you want, but within this budget or these are the actual numbers.I definitely so this career path, the pandemic changed the whole work from home and I feel like a lot of companies it’s going to be really hard to not provide some hybrid option. One thing it’s, I always remember like some people don’t like being behind the desk, and don’t like staring at spreadsheets all day cause reality is, that’s this profession. Like it is very sedentary. It’s very, you are powering through spreadsheets quite often so that is something that you have to consider. Like, is that what you want for your life? Or do you like to be up and moving?
And it’s very collaborative because you are working with other areas within the company or the agency, helping steer them in the right direction. But we’re having conversations and going over reports and performance, so in one, aspect you need to, having the skill set of being able to communicate well, articulate things to simply state facts, and recognize actual.
Those are strengths for accountants and I would say for people that are very creative, and want a lot or flexibility, this may not be a career path that would fulfill them.
Priscilla Bulcha: Great! Well, Priscilla, this was such an amazing conversation. I’m excited for people to hear your story, and also to just understand what is accounting a little bit better, so that people can find their way with this career if it’s a good, fit you know?
Priscilla Suggs: Yeah. And if I have a last or a final comment it’s people of color like if accounting, if numbers interest you, and you want to be able to paint the story of what is, and we’re tracing money and, or helping people with personal wealth or just helping a company run and understand how to manage its operations, this is a really, it’s a rewarding career in that gives you that stable income and it’s always a function that is going to be needed and there are less than 2% of black accountants out there, and black CPAs specifically so. This is a career path that help advance a profession like, if you’re a person of color, seek this out if this is something that interests you because the rest of the world needs you.
Priscilla Bulcha: Yeah. Amazing! Well, thanks so much for your time, Priscilla.
 Priscilla Suggs: Yeah, thank you so much for having me, Priscilla. I really appreciated the opportunity to share my story.
OUTRO:
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Episode 30: My Top 3 Career Gems for BIPOC from Season 1 (Solo Episode)

Episode 30: My Top 3 Career Gems for BIPOC from Season 1 (Solo Episode)

Show Notes:

On this special season 1 finale, Priscilla talks through her Top 3 Career Gems from Season 1, synthesized from all of the amazing guests on the show. These career gems are specifically tailored for BIPOC, First-Gen folks from historically excluded groups. Also, don’t miss 2 very special announcements: 1) Priscilla is taking on private career coaching clients and 2) Priscilla will come back with a new last name for Season 2!

The ECM Podcast will return for Season 2 on October 1st, 2021.

Transcript:

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Episode 27: Becoming a Latina MD via post-Bac, with Angelica Martin

Episode 27: Becoming a Latina MD via post-Bac, with Angelica Martin

Show Notes:

Growing up in Echo Park within Los Angeles, Angelica Martin knew that she loved animals and dreamed of becoming a vet. After spending time teaching Special Education as a high school student, she realized her love for helping other humans and pivoted her career goal to becoming a doctor. On this episode, learn about the financial and structural obstacles that Angelica has overcome to get to where she is today, as an MD Candidate at UC Davis. Her story will inspire you to make no excuses and get stubborn about your career dreams.

Links Mentioned in the Episode:

Bill & Melinda Gates Scholarship

Post-Bac Program at UC Davis

Transcript:

Angelica Ramirez Martin: I got accepted to medical school in November and any medical student will tell you that as soon as you get that first acceptance, it’s like brick are off of your shoulders. You are going to be a doctor somewhere, somehow. You got in somewhere. So, that’s great. So, I had that pressure lifted off my shoulders.

Podcast Introduction: Welcome to the Early Career Moves podcast, the show that highlights remarkable, young professionals of color killing it on their career journeys. I’m your host, Priscilla Esquivel Weninger, proud Texas Latina, daughter of immigrants and lover of breakfast tacos. Meet me for a coffee chat every Friday as we dive into a special guest story and hear all about their challenges, milestones and lessons learned. If you’re a young professional of color and you’re feeling lost in your career or just need a dose of inspiration, you’re in the right place. Let’s get started.

Guest Introduction: Hey everyone, welcome to Episode 27 of Season One of the Early Career Moves podcast. Today, I’m so excited to welcome Angelica Ramirez Martin. Angelica is a Latina from L.A and she is currently now a third year medical student at UC Davis. On today’s episode, she’s going to break down what it took for her to get to this point, to now be an M.D. candidate, future Latina doctor at UC Davis and I love her story because it’s not a linear one. It’s one that was very… it was a winding road, it was non-linear, there were many points of time when Angelica wasn’t sure how exactly she would get to her destination but you can tell from her story how stubborn, in a good way, she was about her career goal and dream.

A little bit about Angelica: she and I crossed paths in college. She was a biology, women’s and gender studies double major. After college, she went to Boston University, where she got a Master’s in Public Health and then she worked at California Physicians Alliance, where she advoMCATed for health care reform and eventually even became an Executive Director. No big deal and after this, is when she decided to go get her post BACC which she’ll talk about what that means and how this was a really critical step to help her get to med school at UC Davis and eventually, what it was like to cross that big finish line and get her medical school acceptance. So excited to share her story with you. Before I leave you to the interview, I just want to remind you Episode 30 will be the last episode of Season One. It’s been such an amazing ride to go down Season One with you and on the last episode, I will be sharing my top five favorite nuggets that I personally got from all of the interviews that we did in Season One. So, definitely tune in for that one and I hope you enjoy today’s episode.

Interview

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

Hey, Angelica, so excited to have you on the show. Welcome.

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

Hi. Thank you. Thank you for inviting me.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

Of course. So, I’m really excited to have you on the show today to talk about your journey to med school, what it looked like. Now you’re on your way to become a doctor and so, let’s start with just you sharing a little bit about your upbringing, where you’re from and a little bit about yourself.

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

Yeah. So, I grew up in Echo Park which is a small community, well, not that small, it’s pretty big in L.A. Mostly, when I was there, actually, it’s changed a lot in the recent years but when I was there, it was a mostly immigrant community. I grew up in a single parent home, so my dad died when I was three years old. So, it was always just my mom, my sister who’s older and my younger brother and I went to the local schools, very overcrowded, my high school graduating class was 5000 students but I was very lucky to live in that community. It taught me to be independent because I had to take the bus to school since middle school and everything and walk to elementary school and all that and it wasn’t the safest but you get street smart which I really value now. So, after high school, I went to Wellesley and that was definitely different.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

Yeah, which is where we crossed paths and so I want to hear a little bit about how you decided to become a human doctor. I know you mentioned that you were really interested in becoming a vet and wanting to pursue that path. How did you kind of land in this place where you were like, okay, I want to go to med school?

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

Yeah, I’ve always really loved animals. So, apparently, my dad had these old National Geographic videos and when he died, I think we kept them for a while and we didn’t have cable or anything like that. So, I must have put them on over and over again and the power of a teacher was really evident throughout my elementary school trajectory because one teacher saw me and he was like, hey, we were talking about some other student and how he thought that she was

going to get a scholarship for her softball skills or something like that and I looked at him and, wanting validation as well, I was like, “Oh, what do you think I’ll get a scholarship in?” And he’s like, “I think you’re going to get a scholarship for Biology.” and ever since then, I’m just like, “Oh, okay. I think I’m good at biology.”

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

Wow.

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

And I really liked it. Yeah. He had such an impact on my life and so I wanted to be a vet growing up and I’m a really stubborn person. So, I just kept wanting to be a vet and no one said anything to me about how difficult it is, how competitive it is to get into vet school until I got to high school and I was just like, “Oh, okay, cool. That’s fine.” and I just kept at it until I… because I was being raised by a single mother, I had to provide a lot of my own stuff, just provide for myself, take care of myself and also money was very tight, we completely relied on the social services of L.A county to survive and my band teacher because I was in high school, marching band and jazz band, my band teacher knew my older sister. My sister was in color guard and so he gave her a job during our vaMCATion time as a teacher’s aide and when she graduated because she is three years older than me, I was a freshman and he’s like “Hey Angelica. I was wondering if you wanted to take over your sister shop so that you can have a little bit of money. You’re here all the time anyway, so you can get paid for this.”

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

Mhm.

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

So, he put me in charge of the music writing class and running that class, there was a group of special ED kids and for one period and I just… my interactions with them completely changed my career trajectory. I’m just like, wait, why am I wanting to help animals feel better when there are people, especially people in my own community, that I can help? And I immediately thought that I was going to research and find a cure for Down Syndrome but then I spoke to a couple of people and they’re just like “You know that going into research and trying to find a cure for something means that you are going to be in a lab and you are not a lab personality. You’re little too…”

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

Yeah.

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

You need people interaction and I was just like, “Oh, yeah, that’s true. Thank you for pointing that out.” and I’m like, great, I’ll be a doctor and then ever since, then switched over to wanting to be a human doctor.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

Very cool. So, you were pre-med at Wellesley. What was it like getting through the coursework? I know it’s really rigorous. Like what was that like for you?

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

Yeah. So, going to Wellesley, I didn’t meet anyone that told me, “Hey, you’re not supposed to be in the science classes and you’re not supposed to want to become a physician.” and everything like that. So, I honestly was just keeping up with everyone else, you know? Everyone is doing the work, okay, I’m going to do more to. So, it wasn’t… I was just checking off boxes. It just felt like, okay, well I have this amount of homework to do, let me go ahead and do the homework. More than anything, what helped me get through the first couple years of Wellesley was making friends and just feeling at home over there, feeling like I was becoming the person that I went there to become, this confident, quick thinking individual and that was just by being surrounded by people and being surrounded by other students and trying to mimic what they were doing. So, a lot of my peers, yeah, they went to really good high schools and have been prepped since probably birth and everything like that. So, by trying to imitate them in the way that they spoke, the way that they were approaching the problems and everything in class was great for my schoolwork but then outside of that, I think a lot of my growth and confidence came from interacting with the students, my friends, on a personal level and that led into having confidence in class.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

Yeah, totally agree. So, I know then, after Wellesley, you decided to go to get your MPH, your Master’s in Public Health because you are a Bill and Melinda Gates scholar and so you had all this funding that you needed to use and so you decided to get your MPH. How did you use those two years of your MPH to get ready for med school? What was that like?

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

Yeah. So, I had my full schedule for my MPH which I believe was four classes and then I had a fifth class which was at the undergrad campus, just Organic Chemistry A and then the second semester of my first year, I had that second Organic Chemistry class and then, during my second year at my MPH, I tried to start studying for the MCAT, at least towards the end so, that the second semester of my second year and because I thought that I wanted to go straight from my MPH into medical school which a couple of students did and it just didn’t end up working for me, I had to push back my MCAT just because it was too much, taking a full course load and studying for the MCAT at the same time and then trying to move back home and everything. It was a mess.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

Okay. So, tell us about the MCAT process. Like how intense was it? How many hours do you need to prepare for it?

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

I learned some great lessons from preparing for the MCAT. It should be pretty intense. It definitely depends on your foundation, how strong your basic science foundation is but it should definitely be pretty intense. There was a moment in time where I was studying like it was my full-time job, eight hours a day, especially during the weekends, taking practice exams and everything because the exam itself is eight hours. So, you have to simulate that during your practice exams. When I actually did well on the MCAT, it was because I was following a very strict schedule of like waking up at seven A.M. and then studying for a couple hours, taking a break at noon for lunch and I would eat the same lunch every single day and then I would also, eat the same breakfast every single day and reviewing afterwards and blah, blah, blah. So, it’s a pretty intense process and it’s also scary. No one talks about what it takes to prepare for the MCAT and for me, when I did score well, I actually took two months off of work, completely off without pay to study for the MCAT and what does that mean? That means that I had to be smart and either save up for two months worth of rent because I’ve always only relied on myself.

I can ask my family for money and no one really talks about that, students in my situation where it’s just like it’s scary to prepare for the MCAT because of the financial implications of it. So, I always try to also find free resources. I was at the library a lot and they have these books and that code that’s in the book, hey, it still works. So, I would use that as well but it’s still difficult to get all of the MCAT studying in place and to get all of your life in place that’s needed to study for the MCAT. I think it’s important to point out that I took them MCAT three times. You usually only want to take it once and score well but I took the old MCAT and I scored okay in that one and then I took the new MCAT as soon as it came out. I was part of that first group on the first day to take it. I did not score well on that one and then I actually had to retake the new one because your score is only good for three years. So, my old score which was good, was expiring. So, I took it and I did well on that one. So, yeah, I took it three times.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

And is it really expensive to sign up for it?

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

Oh yeah. I completely forgot about that, yes. So, every time you sign up for it, I think it’s $300 or $200. There is a fee assistance program that brings it down to, I think, $100 or $150 but it’s still $100 or $150. So, it’s still a lot of money when you have none but yeah and then if you have to move your date, there’s a penalty, you have to pay for that as well and that happened a couple of times for me.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

Ok and so tell us a little bit about your decision to enroll in a post BACC program and like, tell us a little bit about like what is that? Why do people choose to do that and why did you decide to do that for your path to get into med school?

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

So, I applied to medical school a year after getting out of MPH so, I started working immediately after my MPH and I applied with the first two MCAT scores that I had and I went on one interview and I got waitlisted and I was hoping and praying that I would get off the waitlist but that didn’t happen. I ended up getting rejected. So, that’s when I started studying again for the MCAT and I took it that third time. The thing is that applying to medical school is a year-long process, it is so grueling and demanding. I mean, you submit 20 essays plus just waiting to hear anything from the schools and, of course, every essay that you submit is a $100 fee application. So, it’s just grueling mentally, economically, physically. So, I wanted to make sure that I only applied for one more time and I looked at my application and I was asking myself, how could I make this as strong as possible? Like, what is my weakness here? What are they seeing to make them think that I shouldn’t be accepted into their med school? And I was very honest with myself and I was like, well, my MCAT score is okay, it’s not bad and what else could it be in terms of my extracurriculars and everything? I mean, that’s more than okay. It has to be my grades.

So, even though I did really well in my graduate school program, medical schools really like to see a strong undergrad science grade profile. So, I looked at my grades from Wellesley and Wellesley actually sent out a letter with our transcript saying due to grade deflation, we have lower than national average science GPA. I hope you take that into consideration when you’re looking at our alumni and it’s like, okay, well, that letter is great and all but when I’m being compared to individuals that have a higher GPA, it’s really difficult for the admissions person to be like, oh, no, there’s this letter here that’s saying that they have lower GPA. So, we need to take that into consideration. I mean, I don’t know how that works. So, anyways, I was like, I need to get my science GPA up and show them that I really can do science. I know that I’ve been out of school for, at that point it had been five years, but I still can do science and I can excel at that. So… and the way that you can show schools to do this is either through a formal post BACC program. So, certain schools have these programs set up or you take upper-level science division classes as a cohort of… my program was 20 people or you can just go on your own and start taking random upper division science courses and you just stack up probably like 8 or 6 and you show the school that, hey, look, I took these classes and I scored really well, my GPA as high.

So, I ended up choosing the formal way of doing it because I knew that I also needed connections to the health care field here in California because being in Massachusetts for undergrad and graduate school, I didn’t make the connections in terms of mentors that could read over my essays or tell me that I should change this aspect of my application or speak to this person who can advocate for me because of the connections that they know or whatever. So, that’s why I chose to apply to the UC post BACC programs and so it was honestly a very, looking back on it, it was exactly what my application needed to show that, hey, I took all the science courses and at a UC and you can compare me to other students and I scored as good, if not better, in the same classes as they are. So, ignore my undergrad scores.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

And was it scary to have to go the post BACC route after you were already working, already making money and have to maybe take out loans to go this direction? Like, how did you think of it like in terms of finances?

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

There’s this thread in my life about having to make decisions based on my finances. So, once again, for the post BACC program, it was very scary. It wasn’t like, oh, I need to take classes, let me go ahead and take classes. It was actually very scary to think that I had to step away for a year from actually bringing in income and being able to take care of myself and how am I going to pay for the classes. So, a lot of people don’t talk about that either. They think that it’s just very easy to say, well, you want to go to medical school, you have to get… you have to take these extra classes and I wish that it was like that and I wish that’s all I had to focus on but I had to basically build myself up and prep myself to step away from earning an income and just solely becoming a student again and that was very scary.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

That is so scary. So, how did you make that work? Did you have to just save up for personal living expenses and take out loans?

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

Yeah, that’s basically it. I was very smart about my money and how it was spent and I saved up leading to the post BACC program and I know a couple other people in my program had to take out loans and just trying to make ends meet that way but it’s… that was part of the reason why I didn’t do a post BACC earlier because I didn’t want to have to take that scary step of not making money and not being able to take care of myself in that way. So, if any other student feels that, way which I actually spoke to the student last week who was having the same trouble making the decision, it’s perfectly normal and it’s something that each person has to find a way to navigate through and for me, it was saying… it was reassuring to myself that you’ll be fine, just save up for it. This is an investment in yourself and this is something that has to be done in order for you to get to the next step and get to where you want to be but it was very much an internal process of like, you’ll be fine.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

And did you have to spend the year after that applying? Was that like a separate year after that year?

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

Mhm. Exactly. So, I’m leaving my job and I’m going to school and then I’m supposed to find some job for one year. So, like what’s going to do it? Where am I going to do that? Who’s going to hire me? So, that was also another panic inducing thought.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

Mhm. So, how… what did you end up doing in that case?

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

The universe ended up working out in my favor in that I was working at a nonprofit before starting in the post BACC program and I told them, they were very supportive, it was a health advocacy nonprofit, I told them that I was going to leave because I got accepted to the program. They were extremely happy for me. So, I was… during the post BACC program, finishing it up and the Executive Director of the nonprofit was stepping down as I was finishing the post BACC program. So, the President of the nonprofit called me and he was like, “Hey, we know you’re finishing up, we know you’re going to be applying to med school and starting next year, probably so, we would love for you to be our Executive Director if that is possible.” and I was really hesitant to say yes. I mean, I… so, I had already moved up through the ranks at this organization, I was Associate Director before I left and I loved it, I loved the work and everything but I wasn’t sure if I was ready to take on the Executive Director role. Once again, it was a very scary decision that I had to make; whether I take this role and possibly grow and learn and do some really amazing things with my one year or I try to play it safe and try to find something else because I’m just not comfortable taking the ED role but I ended up once again talking to myself and being like, you know what? Sink or swim. You sink or swim in every situation and you can take this position and just remind yourself, sink or swim, just go for it. So, I ended up being an Executive Director for this organization for a year and once again, it was a great decision and I look back on it fondly.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

Yeah, I’m sure you grew so much as an Executive Director, being so young and being in charge of so much at the time and I’m curious, when you were thinking about how to set the agenda for your year as an Executive Director, what did you… how did you choose what you would focus on?

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

So, I looked at the organization and I was like, well, there needs to be some foundational work here so that anyone who comes after me can build on it. So, I focused on that during my year and I’m like, if I do a good job during this year that I have, I will feel comfortable saying that I was an Executive Director who contributed to this organization, to longevity of it and to the mission of it. So, that’s how I approach that one-year timeline.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

And all during this time, you’re also applying to med school and I’m assuming like interviewing and getting all of that complete.

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

Yeah, I had to be very scheduled during that first summer. So, I would work and then immediately I would just go over. I like working at coffee shops, so I would just go over to a coffee shop, buy myself a drink as like a bribe basically to myself to work on my applications and I would take my dinner with me and just not leave until I got some work done. So, it was a very stressful first couple of months but it gets done if your organized.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

Yeah. So, tell us about the big moment, like when you finally got your acceptance and you decided to go to UC Davis, like, what was that like?

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

So, I was actually very lucky in that I got an early acceptance to a different medical school. So, I got accepted to medical school in November and any medical student will tell you that as soon as you get that first acceptance, it’s like bricks are off of your shoulders. You are going to be a doctor somewhere, somehow. You got in somewhere so that’s great. So, I had that pressure lifted off my shoulders. So, I actually interviewed a little bit later at Davis and I didn’t give my acceptance to Davis until either March or April. Yeah. So, anyways, I was having a really rough day at the office that morning and I like going grocery shopping, I just like looking at the different aisles and just walking around, I really like cooking as well, so I just like doing that. So, there was a grocery store around the corner from my office. I was having a rough day, so I ended up going to the grocery store to walk around and get myself a treat and I was in the chip aisle and I receive a phone call because Davis actually calls you and I ended up crying, of course, in the chip, I was just like, okay, well, this is definitely memorable but yeah, it was just great to hear from your dream school that you’re accepted and that they want you to be a part of their class and it was like, okay, my plans are solidified because before then, it was like, well, I’m not really sure, I’m still waiting to hear back from a couple of different schools and I don’t know when I’ll move but as soon as Davis called, it was like, okay, well, I’m going to do this and their orientation starts this day and it was very beautiful to finally have a plan for the next year. So, it was great. It was amazing.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

That’s amazing and now you’re in med school. Now, you’re finally doing the thing. If you could go back in time and tell your younger self, someone who’s trying to go down your path, what would you tell yourself?

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

Well, I would definitely repeat what someone else told me earlier in my career. He knew that I didn’t get accepted to medical school the first time and we were talking about it and he’s like You know Angelica…” he’s was an older gentleman. He was like, “You know, I’m old and I have been through so many different phases of my life and looking back now, I see each phase of that and I honestly believe that I was where I was supposed to be. I was supposed to learn something from that situation at some point and that is the reason why I didn’t get to this or get to that and so you should try thinking about it that way.” and ever since he told me that, I completely agree. If I would have gotten into med school that first time, I never would have done the health policy work that I’ve done, I never would have been ED and learned so many lessons from that, I wouldn’t have met my husband during the post BACC and everything like that. So, I would tell myself that it’s frustrating but try to think of it as you’re here to learn something. There’s something here that you’re supposed to take from this and then also, I think the biggest lesson that I’ve learned is that you need friends that are in similar situations. So, I would try to make more friends that are on the pre-med path specifically because even just in a science class and being like, “Hey, we have homework due tomorrow, I got these answers. Did you get the same answers?” Being able to do that completely changes everything and that’s what I had with the post BACC. 20 of us were in the same classes and we were able to run our ideas past each other, we are able to study together for the same exact exam and everything and that completely changed everything. So, I think that’s the biggest thing that I would tell myself; find friends who are on the same path as you and make sure that you lean on them and that they lean on you.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

Those are awesome pieces of advice. Thank you so much Angelica for being here with us today, sharing your story. I’m excited for people to, like, learn from your path and not be afraid to like take some pauses and steps back and reassess and plan to succeed, you know?

Angelica Ramirez Martin:

Yeah, yeah. It’s definitely a winding path but I think that being stubborn and keeping your eyes on the prize definitely works out. I mean, if you stick to that, if you’re willing to take chances, beautiful things can come from it.

Priscilla Esquivel Weninger:

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